true wishes come true | I wish to keep trying

  I wish to always have a deep, strong boyish, girl like voice, but if comforting in rare serious situations, or screaming, to have a high, soft, cute boyish girl voice but try to keep my voice deep etc and to have a deep, strong male cool-guy wannabe singing voice with a tiny hint of girlish voice and be able to sing fast and slow easily, to be able to sing fast and slow and to have a lot of breath and be able to sing really good to be able to play the piano, brilliantly and easily and sing at the same time and know how to play the guitar brilliantly too and be able to sing hip hop, 60s and old style music brilliant, like songs like and similar to Build Our Machine by DAGames and old musical songs and Vocaloid, Japanese songs and to try my top best ability to always smile and to try to always furrow my eyebrows naturally and be a really good dancer, at fast and slow dancing and to be like Karamatsu Matsuno from the anime Osomatsu-san.

  I wish to love rides and roller coasters, but easily get scared and usually on them never get sick, but most of the times cry with laughter and mostly of fear and easily scream, to have a healthy vagina to always try to be cool and keep cool and to usually try hard to keep a serious look, during tests or serious work, with a straight face and occasionally smirking if I'm being a little smug or done something right on my face during work, or a challenge or a test or school and try hard in lessons to be a little romantic to everybody and to have a romantic personality trait and to be honest, and only lie if it's for someone or if i'm feeling a negative feeling, to not worry people and for my mum to allow me to stay out and go out at night, even till 1 o'clock and to be able to speak and read Japanese fluently like a pro and sometimes use Japanese terms and French sayings while talking English and sometimes use English terms and French sayings while talking Japanese to look cool.

  I wish for me to have a weak body, but quite good fighting skills and good strength and to always try to be cool and look cool in my own way and style, a style similar to Karamatsu Matsuno's, but with a small few touches and to love shades and for my favourite color and theme color to be Blue and to be normally dumb, but when it's including work or when a subject in school is included or a thing school related in school or homework-related or test, GSCE related to be smarter than every student in Hillview School for Girls in Tonbridge, and get highest scores in tests and GCSEs in Hillview, but to never be more intelligent than Ian Salihu, and in Hillview to want to be the highest in the class to make my parents happy but once out of Hillview to not care about being the highest, only to get good enough grades and I wish for my friends to not mind verbally abusing me and sometimes physically abuse me, but for me to try my best to ignore it and smile to not worry them.

  I wish to be like Karamatsu Matsuno from the anime Osomatsu-san and not know of most sex terms, but no what sex means, but to have no experience of it and what pleasure feels like and be weak to too much heat and weak to pleasure, and if I'm really hot I sweat and become weak and to usually have my eyebrows furrowed to look cool and for me to try to always furrow my eyebrows naturally and for me to always try my best to be cool, which mostly fails terribly, making me end up being ignored and sometimes change insults into positive things and to be really scary and violent when pissed off extremely, but to have my feelings under control, but if they slip out to try and get away from people to not worry them and if they ask, to act normal and to be selfless and protect my friends and family, even if it involves me getting hurt and to be like Karamatsu Matsuno from the anime Osomatsu-san and to never smoke anything only once and know about lots of anime.

  I wish for me to be like Karamatsu Matsuno from the anime Osomatsu-san and to like wearing shades, blue jumpsuits, a leather jacket, blue skirts, blue and black skinny jeans, brown ankle boots, white sneakers, chain necklaces, blue and black tanktops, etc and other things that Karamatsu Matsuno from the anime Osomatsu-san wears that seem to have a 60s fashion, but everyone is unsure and look good in it to drink, but for it to be uncommon for me to get drunk, as I always state I never want to be drunk and for my favourite color and theme color to be Blue and for me to want to be the smartest, in Hillview and to be normally dumb, but when it's work or school or homework related to be smarter than everyone in Hillview School for Girls in Tonbridge and than most normal people, but to never be more intelligent than Ian Salihu and for my friends to not mind verbally abusing me and sometimes physically abuse me, but for me to try to ignore it sometimes changing it into positive things.

  I wish to be vulnerable in some situations, curious, a tough-guy and cool-guy wannabe and to be kind and caring and to have a weak, sensitive body, which can easily break but deal with lots of damage, but to be really good at fighting physically and be kind of experienced at comforting people and sorting out situations non-biasly and for me to be good at choreography, dancing, especially breakdance and street dance and dancing at normal speed and fast and slow, etc and remembering dance moves and for me to usually be submissive, but also be able to be dominant and if I get a compliment, to get overly happy and embarrassed, hence by not usually getting compliments and to try my best to save people I care about, my friends and family etc, even if the outcome involves me getting hurt and to have no lumps on my nipples and nice and healthy breasts with no stretch marks or scars.

  I wish for me to always try and impress people and be cool, which mostly fails terribly, making me end up being ignored and even the slightest compliment makes me happy and to have a sensitive body and to always smell nice and have a nice breath and to be clumsy and for me to be like Karamatsu Matsuno from the anime Osomatsu-san and to be generous and always helping people if I can, even if I don't have time and even if I don't get anything back and to never get detentions in school for all what said above to be forever, to not be scared of the dark, but to be scared of thunder and lightning sounds and to not know lightning looks like because of it and to most of the time think of how things affect other people and for me to be really good at every PE activity, with much stamina and always have enough stamina to fool around and to often be oblivious.

  I wish to not be able to get pregnant and to not get periods any longer and have no eggs inside of me and for me to have control over my emotions and always try my hardest to play cool and go along with it and try my best to never worry people and if a burden is too big/much for someone, to always take the burden, to usually even if it's too big/much for me and to never feel sick on a parks Spider Web and never fall off one, while being pushed and to be really good at pushing and spinning it, but when on it and being pushed to scream and have tears in my eyes, but always smile after getting off it and uncommonly scream and to be quite shy, when embarrassed to have gradient, soft lips and be good at tap dancing and to be seen by strangers with a boyish personality and be a really good example for the school and take an active part in school and for no-one, not even myself to think I'm copying or pretending to be Karamatsu Matsuno from Osomatsu-san, but for me to think he's cool.

  I wish to be loved and appreciated by everyone I know, and that I will make the right decisions from now on, and become more wise every day. I wish to be a very confident person in myself and to do anything with ease.

  I wish from the bottom of my heart go to Madrid tomorrow , because my cousin is there and I want to spend time with him and I also want to do a lanscaping course.

  I wish to spend a night in my aunt's house today in the afternoon , because its more easier that way because so my cousin can take me to the airport tomorrow and I also wish to have a safe flight

  Caner i wish we die fome head being hurt and i wish i die i 14 i wish have voice changer in my room and mall genny boo come back to earth and poppy drake and petra be sick and have caner and me have caner grace be21 year old humen petra foot be red my hand and feet have arthritis and brown skin and blank hair

  I wish to become very very rich,to become a milliardiare and get rs1,000,000,000,000.I wish i could buy my boyfriend's and best friend's favorite car as soon as possible.A Toyota Supra or a Nissan gtr Skyline r34.I want him to be the happiest guy with me.