making a wish come true | I wish, more than anything

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 I wish, more than anything in the world, to turn back the hands of time. I wish that before the Autumn of 2022, I will die, and the timeline I'm in will be put to an end, while I go back in time to Easter of 2017, right before I started Highschool, right after I was released from the hospital, retaining all my memory of the life I lived before I died. In this return to the beginning of my highschool career, I'll have a journal, with notes on the future, and on the people I care about and how to not hurt them, I'll always have the energy,focus, skill, resources, and inspiration to execute my creative ideas well, and I will have a special gift in the form of my voice that allows me to at will sound however I want to, flawlessly. I'll go back to this time, to when my life started to affect others, and I'll do better. I won't hurt my friends or myself. I'll be a better student and better child. I'll make my family happy, and be successful. This is my wish. Please, please let it come true.